me and my heart, we got issues.
Thursday, July 16 2009
hey you guys,
other than the fact that this place is a MAJOORRHH distraction, i think that im becoming less and less of the person that i used to be, and when everyday i look into the mirror, im am more and more convinced that im fat and JUST GODD DAMMNN UGLY and at times, like as if it’s in the cards that i’ll never be worthy of any kind of happiness whatsoever. and i am sick and tired of pretending everything’s fine and laugh laugh.
IM NOT PSYCHOOOO, im just plagued by self esteem issues. and OF COURSE im sad that im feeling this way, i don’t even know why im feeling this way. i just dont have the zest (HAHA sounds soo ribena lemon) for life anymore and i dont think i should spread the depression all over this place.
soo goodbye masimiso. bessttt bloogg ive ever had.